*warning: do not read and drive*
Wednesday, June 15, 2005
MIxed feelings
Last weekend I was quite the busy bee...Saturday went like this: Picked up my grandparents at the airport, had lunch with the whole family, met up with Bee who's in charge of my college/uni affairs, went round to jarah all my ninis on my dad's side of the family (as is Brunei's tradition for any kid who's about to fly off to study for the first time) then went straight to send off Marul & Saiful at the airport. If I wasn't so exhausted, I would have gone to Bunut to help out for Bapa Ayul's hantar berian the next day but since I was too tired I ended up watching AF & KDI and a little bit of MTV Movie Awards. I know, I know, I PROMISED myself not to ingau kan this year's AF but the other day I was bored so I switched on the TV and Diari was on and I found out that Mawi fella was brought back in and he's kinda hot and his voice is kinda hot too so I decided to watch it out..and now I'm sorta Mawi fan but not dedicated enough huhuhu....
Since it's almost midnight, it's the time of the day when I'm rattling off nonsense so bear with me for a few minutes because I haven't done this in a while anyway because I'm too busy packing...WHICH by the way is a nightmare for me because I seriously don't know what to leave behind!!!! My bantal is DEFINITELY coming that's for sure...anyhow I was repacking and reorganizing my suitcases again earlier this evening because there were a couple of things I had to take out and put in..and then at the end I LITERALLY had to sit on top of mysuitcase to close the damn thing...AND IT STILL WON'T CLOSE...so I'm suffering from a slight case of packing anxiety.
Skali on Saturday!!!! The airport was soooo packed mcm org kan naik haji rupanya org umrah + org kan ke UK + org kan ke Dubai...saw Atta + family who was headed off to UK as well...SKALIII!!! Marul & Saiful blayar...AND si Ali pun dpt BST jua so kira I was sending him jua lah...sedih ku...siapa tah kan kacau aku psl the OC ni (si Saiful)...sapa tah kan ku ngacau suruh d/l kan aku si Joey ni (si Marul) heheh jadinya psl TV saja???? but iatah...sedih ku...one by one...all of us are flying off out of our nests to venture out on our own...to spread our wings and fly in search of ourselves & to find our purpose in life...(I went a bit too overboard with that one didn't I?) and then...kira the last time I was gonna see Izzah since she'd be working on Friday so she can't see me off...so after saying our goodbyes to the guys, we went off together dua orang saja outside to say our own goodbyes to each other...and I couldn't stand it...I saw Izzah's eyes were watering and turning red...and my tears pun nda dpt control...the next thing I know we were hugging each other tightly and sobbing..mcm org putus cinta but this was worse...this was my best friend for the past 7 years (but who's counting??) and we weren't going to have the luxury to see each other whenever we want...no matter how many times we kept reminding ourselves that ada internet, ada mobile...it was like Zie leaving all over again...I guess you just never know the feeling until you actually go through it...I'm not that emotional but once you let the gates open...you know lah...
I was reading the "Rule of Four" by Ian Caldwell and Dustin Thomason..and the first few lines of Chapter 9 went like this...and I quote "...a good friend stands in harm's way for you the second you ask - but a great friend does it without being asked at all. There are so few times in a person's life when a single great friend comes around that it almost seems unnatural when three come around all at once." and that is EXACTLY how I feel with Izzah, Nubz & Zie.
Anyway, enough with the emosi-ness...kan tidur ku...esuk bangun awal jarah my ninis on my mother's side lagi..tpi liat the Nanny dulu skjp...i forgot how cali that show was..p/s I've been sick the past few weeks so my voice has this throaty sexy tone to it...WASEH!
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home