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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Allah Ta'ala mengetahui segalanya
I was saddened to hear the loss of a friend's father...She may not have been close to me, but I know how big a role she plays in one of my NASister's life...
Right know, I'm in a sombre mood...I always get like this when I hear the death of anyone, who may even only be remotely related to me...Hypersensitive feelings I guess...
This kind of mood gets me thinking of my family back home :'(
Oh wait...Birthday shoutouts before I carry on:
Happy Birthday to:
3rd Nov: Syubs
8th Nov: My dear brother, Fadhli, and my other 'brother' who remains one of my oldest friends, Sanny
9th Nov: Pa Aji Mallie
10th Nov: Dutsie Bum-Bum
11th Nov: Jai
18th Nov: Maklong
27th Nov: Boots!, Mama Nah n Ka Siti J
Wow, a lot of my favourite people are born in Nov...hehe
I've attached a picture of Zarith, my new cousin...this kind of thing gets me out of the slump I guess...
isn't he cute? :D
I'm even more blue now...wishing I could see him...
My brother went to see Sammy before Raya..he's so big! and his hair is longer hehehe...less than year since i last saw him but he's grown so much! I love that kid...
Raya here was quite fun...
1st day of raya (Thursday) celebrated in a lec hall, then went to Chaddy's to check out Elizabethtown which is where I saw Orlando Bloom in non-period costume for the first time ever, then had a raya dinner at Pancake Palace, and treated myself to black Havaianas...
2nd day of raya (Friday) went down to the city to sleepover at Jai's cept Jai had gone back so it was just me n budak kecil...was craving ice cream so dragged Lil to Lix Gelati hehehe...then finally had my first proper raya dinner with nasi lemak and satay and ketupat with org atas...
3rd day of raya (Saturday) left for Kat & Kamy's open house at Spring Street..so got on the tram n train to go to Parliament, dressed up in baju raya n slipar lawa :) had good fun there where i met up with fellow Bruneians...
4th day of raya (Sunday) craving Starbucks so dragged Lil ke city to Starbucks and then ke Borders where I thought I wouldn't buy anything but ended up buying another ep of Hornblower and Scrubs 2nd season on DVD...good fun...then went back to ultimate suburbia, Clayton
I've been spending quite some time with Auntie actually, which is quite fun...she's frustrated at the guys at the moment...most prob because of the fact that some of them are moving out of what they affectionately call the hall they live in, "asylum"...
Looking fwd to going to the city this Saturday to meet up with Mun and Shin Yeu, who I have not seen in 7 years!
Sthg new...sthg new...
My week has just been ultimate slacker week lah...Started the week with news that my first lecture of the day had been cancelled, so effectively started Monday at 4...
Tuesday heard that the previous day's lecture had been cancelled cause my poor lecturer, who is also my tutor, had a medical condition, which didn't allow him to drive...which got me quite worried..but which also meant I had no class Wednesday afternoon...yolanta had a meeting, so my macroecons tutorial was taught by this lady who induced me to sleep...Law and Stats carried on as usual
Today, had Law in the morning and only managed to do 10 of the 39 case summaries...but apparently, this still put me, along with Auntie and Daniel ahead of the class...and Jason had arrived late too cause there was an accident on the highway or sthg...and then went to the city with Auntie after lunch to catch "The 40-year old Virgin" at Hoyts Melb Central...been seeing a lot of movies lately...
Which leaves me with tomorrow's lecture and then the rest of the day off..
I still feel quite sombre..I may have talked about other things but there's still a heavy cloud over my head..
Btw, what's making my mood worse is the fact that the guy next door is starting to play his throbbing music again...he's been so good lately too...and I've got a new neighbour upstairs who is busy with the baby-making process with her boyfirend from the sounds of it...n im assuming this is the same neighbour that Auntie used to have next to her at Normanby...they always somehow do it at 11am every morning...which isn't much of a problem for me with the exception of weekends...
I know I'm not supposed to mengeluh about things...but sometimes when I'm feeling like this, I just don't care much
-I hate how college guys are jerks
-I hate how the flies are fat and heavy and flies around my head on the way to school
-I don't like (hate is too strong a word) how its cold in the morning and burning hot in the afternoon here
- I hate how people let their dogs loose here
-I hate the feeling I get when I suddenly miss home, family, friends
-I hate how lonely I feel even if I'm surrounded by many people
-I hate how this place drives me nuts in one second and how I'm in love with it in the next
-I hate how indecisive I am
-I hate how I may rub off as being rude or crass to some people, when it's just cause my mouth moves quicker than my brain
-I hate how indecisive I get
-I hate how my personality is split into two
-I hate it when I think of things that shouldn't concern me
-I hate how I overthink things
I can't get rid of this mood..gonna go Sembahyang Isya' now...
Assalamualaikum
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