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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
Conflicted
Okay, it might be my hormones, but at the moment I feel like I'm on a rollercoaster cause one minute I'm on a high and another I'm at a low.
I'm on a high because: I'm free as a bird, I live in the city and city life agrees with me. The markets, the shops, the little stores= all lovely. I've had my double dosage of Gyllenhaal. Heh. AND my new banker in the city is cute.
I'm on a low because: I'm not enjoying everything like I'm supposed to because I feel there's something missing.
Now, don't get me wrong. I'm not on another one of those "ohhhh how i miss the old days" moods, which I am a little. I mean, I miss my family and friends a lot. But I've got to draw the line somewhere right? I can't attach myself to the past too long..And I've got to find some way to adjust to my new life...But let's face it...In another two years, it'll be all over. Then what?
Do I stay or do I go? I've learnt another thing from one of my contemplative moods...Sometimes if you try and you try and you try, it might just be fate giving you a big hint.
Today, the thing i miss most about the old days: Talking in absurdly ridiculous english.
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