*warning: do not read and drive*
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
FUCK
Disclaimer: I am under a huge amount of stress as I am writing this
I just had a good cry. I am so stressed out. 3 exams in the space of 48 hours? With the first in 36 hours? Who can handle this pressure? I'm seriously screwed. *KUSUT* and so far, I've only revised for one :(
Only God can help me now
~From the bottom of my heart, comes a cold dark feeling
There is imminent death to the promise I'm keeping
From the bottom of my heart, comes an army of one
Marching back up the steps, to the rays of the sun~
My favourite song of the moment is just so appropriate for what I'm feeling now...what Jakob is singing reflects my feelings, my thinking, and he makes it poetic, it's so accurate, it's scary...Why is this guy's talent not recognised by more people?? Why do I always feel like I'm the only one in the world with worries like this? (when I'm not) ...Before I wax lyrical about my stress...Why don't I just go back to revising? I don't know why this feeling of impending doom will not go away....
~Pale faced and hollowed eyes
Buried under ruptured skies
Not every smile means I'm laughing inside~
~From the bottom of my heart, comes a cold dark feeling
I am buried so much with the layers I'm peeling
From the bottom of my heart, a battle will come
Marching back up the steps to the rays of the sun~
Is it a good sign that the song exudes hope?
(Song: From the Bottom of My Heart by The Wallflowers from the album Rebel, Sweetheart, Lyrics and music by Jakob Dylan).
Jakob has said that (well, this is paraphrasing)...how any one thing can be told from the perspectives of different people, and some people may like one perspective and others may not like it, and that is the basis of art...cause people, of course, have the right to have different tastes (I love this guy's way of thinking) but it saddens me that his talent has not been recognised by more people :(
Okay, it's official, once I've got work cut out for me, I can usually be found on the internet doing God-knows-what until God-knows-when...The internet, is a NECESSARY EVIL.
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